its been such a tough week... getting back results and everything. syf draws near, too near.
everyone's getting stressed up. and stress is contagious. so the more stressed out we get, the more stressed out other people get, and the more stressed out we get. its a vicious cycle. REALLY vicious.
but my mum told me, stress isn't a physical state, its just how the body responds to challenges. and if we can control our body, we can control our stress. and i guess, well, i guess she's right. its just results, and theres nothing we can do to change what we've gotten.
letterwriting is back. but now i only write letters at home (: hahah. i guess, somethings just can't change right? ohwells. haii.
i dont want to think anymore. im tired of thinking. really tired.
and im inspired by this simply lovely song that cherylng sent me the link for! i shall post it
HERE! go listen kkay? hahah. its so nicenicenice. makes alot of sense too. really helped me out alot, hope it does the same for you.
band performance... on thursday was alot better than last weeks. and i mean ALOT. even mrs w said we improved. so encouraging~ didnt know she could be so nice you know...
and mep was so fun. cause laura and i ganged up against pao. WHEEE~ hahah. sorry pao.
and i lost my nametag, so i have to wear that stupifying masking tape thing. YUCKO. its so BIG and UGLY [no mari, im not referring to your handwriting, its just the tape you know. EEE. cant stand the new school rules.]
and tomorrow! we have this MASS EXCHANGE thing. Fairfield methodist, cedar girls, and st nicholas girls. yep. their bands are coming over to practise sunrise together! (: OMGOMGOMG ITS GOING TO BE THE BIGGEST SECTIONALS EVER! 11 people. AND ALL OBOISTS! so fun! i dont think id ever get to see 11 oboists all together ever again man. hahah. and there will be like 50+ clarinetists, and 40+ trumpeters. and WOW. the whole band strength will be insane. cant imagine what sunrise will sound like.
haha. okay. my 45 minutes is up. saddening yeah? YES. I AM LIMITED TO 45 MINUTES OF COMPUTER PER DAY BECAUSE APPARENTLY THATS WHAT BILL GATES IS DOING TO HIS CHILDREN. and my mum decides to follow in his footsteps. ohwells. i better go before she doesnt allow me online tomorrow. id probably have loads to say about the mass exchange. see you people! (:
i miss you... ALOT. like ive never missed anyone else ever before... ... ...